May 2013
112 posts
things that I am
emotionally dependent is when the same person who made you feel like shit is the only one who can make you feel better
pathetic is when he does it
lost is when you want him anyway
jamescurryiv replied to your post: I’m not sure if we’re expected to annotate the…
no one looks inside yr book; it’s good to annotate for your own sake, to refer to stuff easier in conference and whatnot. either that or lotsa notes in a notebook (my preferred method), whatever works best for you
what would I do without your Reed advice? I guess my school is a little weird, the English lit...
cut on my knee from falling over drunk two days ago is oozing and probably infected
feel like shit
have to go meet j. even though I’d rather kick him
I’m not sure if we’re expected to annotate the Iliad (and Gilgamesh, but I’m starting with the Iliad). I was expected to annotate all the texts in English lit the past two years, and my books are pretty extensively written-upon and bookmarked, but I’m afraid I’ll be the dork who wrote a lot of stuff that’s wrong on her books when I get to Reed.
Anonymous asked: i'm sorry, then, i just didn't want to see you suffering :(
Anonymous asked: his ex staying with him is WAY beyond the limits. don't pretend it doesn't hurt you, talk to him instead.
boyfriend’s ex is visiting family in vienna and staying with him. why she can’t stay with said family, I don’t know
I am trying very hard to be the ‘cool girlfriend’ and be fine with it
(here’s a secret: nobody is the ‘cool girlfriend’
everyone just pretends to be)
Anonymous asked: how did you get into modeling?
now that flickr has gone to shit, does anyone know of any uncomplicated ways to display photographs online?
going to an international school is occasionally interesting because of things like the dutch kids dressing in blackface at christmastime
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supermarketqueen replied to your post: I actually really dislike the song ‘some velvet…
wat… but slowdive’s cover is summer dope all the way
I don’t know it but I’ll go have a listen
I actually really dislike the song ‘some velvet morning’
Nancy Sinatra is incredibly annoying on it
people who analyze leonard cohen lyrics make me giggle
“the show must go on” by Queen kills me every time I listen to it
I know I’m a sap but come on, he was dying and it’s so beautiful despite/because of that
that thing he does with his voice on the “does anybody know what we are living for” line
okay I can’t explain myself
go listen to it
also yesterday I got paid 100 euros for getting my makeup done professionally and modeling gorgeous flapper dresses for a few hours
hard life I lead
ALL I ASK FOR IN A ROOMMATE IS THAT THEY HAVE GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC AND TAKE CIGARETTE BREAKS WITH ME IS THAT SO HARD
roommate application confuses me
so many people write that they don’t like wearing pants
what does that even mean
do you sit around in your underwear?
do you only wear skirts?
do you mean pants the british way?
Things relevant to living with me are as follows. I’m messy, so neat freaks beware. I’m pretty easygoing, but if your music library includes anything ending in -house or -step, I probably won’t like you playing it. I’m very spontaneous. Unplanned tomfoolery of all sorts will almost certainly ensue. If you like basking in the sun, blues, intellectual wanking, bourbon, and...
epiicer:
If you say “old sport” three times in front of your mirror Gatsby will appear and awkwardly hit on your wife
10:05 P.M.
evening skips “eating my feelings” stage entirely and proceeds to “listening to cars drive by and mentally beating myself up for everything I’ve ever done wrong”
thoughts
the Iliad is kind of hard to read and I’m worrying about what sort of super-freshmen my college is used to if they really expect us to arrive on campus with good knowledge and understanding of the text and relevant background information, not to mention actually being able to saying anything intelligent about it.
battle not with monsters.
all growing up seems to mean is finding...
I feel so wretched that not even seinfeld seems to be helping
[[MORE]]I feel like everything is disintegrating
had a huge fight with my mother about my boyfriend
went to his place because I couldn’t be around her
had a fight with him about it
no one to turn to
nowhere to go
I don’t know what to do and I wish someone would tell me
growing up seems to just mean being alone
panicking about the Iliad & Gilgamesh already (books I have to read over the summer for college) I’m going to flunk out within a semester and I know it
naptime!
Anonymous asked: never answer a questionnaire truthfully. ever.
I’m confused about filling out health questionnaires for my college’s health insurance. If I write that there is history of alcohol abuse and hereditary disease in my family, will they deny me insurance? Same goes for the part that asks if I’ve ever suffered from any psychiatric problems, and the part that asks about drug and alcohol use?
this is any actual question if anyone...
“What I have loved so far, I have loved in order to be able to love you.”
– Paul Celan, from a letter to his wife Gisèle, 1952 (via proustitute) 